Sunday, November 14, 2010
Update: Month O' Yoga
To help nurture the positive body-friendly feelings and to not give negative thoughts room to grow, I have made a conscious decision not to weigh myself during this time. (Sorry, boring weight discussion is about to follow, I apologize in advance.)
Usually I weigh myself every few days (I know, I know...), but it's not so much to see if I'm losing weight (I'm for the most part good where I am), but to make sure I'm not gaining anything significant. Catch problems before they occur and make changes when only small ones are necessary, that kind of thing.
I feel that's a relatively healthy mindset and one that usually works for me. Until this the other day. After making solid progress into my Month of Yoga, I weighed myself as usual, but this time I found myself getting discouraged by what I saw (which was essentially, nothing).
Hmmmm...now why would this be I wonder...?
So to find out, I had a brief conversation with Myself. It went as follows:
Me: "Self, why the discouragement?"
Self: "Well, since I'm doing yoga (which is exercise dontcha know) six days a week, I figured I could at the same time, lose those last ten pounds of baby weight still sticking around. You know, kill two birds with one stone, if you will."
Me: "Well, Self, first of all, we don't want to kill birds- we want to improve the health of our Body Mind. Losing weight isn't the point and if stepping on the scale minimizes the good feelings gained by our yoga practice, then we need to step off the scale and let it collect dust until the end of the month. Capiche?"
Self: "Eh, ok. I don't really like that scale anyhow. It's sort of a bummer."
So yes, no scale for me and Self this month. I'm doing the Month of Yoga for its holistic benefits. Losing weight, although it would be welcome (those last ten pounds are pesky), is not why I'm doing this- and if numbers on the scale lessen the joy of accomplishing my goal for the month, then they ain't worth knowing about.